omesh !!

2009-04-12T07:04:00.000-07:00

- RAMBO to SAvE the WOrLd !!! =D

- We ArE one ANd AlwAys ONE !!

- At BaRisTA !!

- Far Far !!

- Dinu and me !!

_ OutsIde THE Mac... !!

- All drunk at BaRisTA ( cofeee )

- Group Pic..

- on Our WAy to THE Field ""

I WISH I COULD

GO BACK IN TIME

AND

INDULGE IN THE

MOMENTS THAT I HAD WITH MY fRIenDs !!!!

i hate my weekends !

2009-04-12T06:50:00.000-07:00

omg ¬¬ '
so fast the weekends has finished
all i did was attending for sjab yesterday for the whole day
and it was a
damn cool experiance !! i made many friends as i can
nee soon camp was a huge camp
i saw many abandoned buildings
which i think many of them are used for SAF training
the SAF were very strict !!
they shouted at all the UG members !!
it was a scary moment !!
but i actually enjoyed alot !
lol
oh !!
this training is for NDP 09
ha ha ha i know that you are confuseD !!
5 of our cadets and me was selected to
march in this years NDP
cooooool right !!
lol
yeh cool but the training is really HARsH !!
( not so HARSh as u ThINk )
lolol
so this year watch clearly
you might see me in the
ConDiGent =)

LOSE YOUR SELF !!

2009-02-22T00:46:00.000-08:00

[Intro]
Look, if you had one shot or one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted
in one momentWould you capture it or just let it slip?

[Verse 1]
His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
There is vomit on his sweater already
Moms spaghetti
He's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
To drop bombs, but he keeps on forgetting
What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
He opens his mouth but the words won't come out
He's choking, how? Everybody's jokin now
The clock's run out, time's up, over BLOW!
Snap back to reality, oh there goes gravity
Oh, there goes Rabbit, he choked, he's so mad
But he won't give up that easy, no he won't have it
He knows his whole back's to these ropes
It don't matter, he's dope, he knows thatBut he's broke, he's so sad that
he knows When he goes back to this mobile home
That's when it's back to the lab again, yo
This whole rhapsody, better go capture this moment
And hope it don't miss

[Chorus]
You better lose yourself in the music
The moment you
own it you better never let it go, ohYou only get one shot
, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime,
yo You better lose yourself in the music
The moment you own it you better never let it go, oh
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
this opportunity comes once in a lifetime, yo

[Verse 2]
Soul's escapin' through this hole's that is gaping
This world is mine's for the taking
Make me king as we move toward a new world order
A normal life is boring
Bur superstardom's close to post mortem
It only grows harder, homie grows hotter
He blows us all over, these hoes is all on him
Coast to coast shows, he's known as the Globe
trotterLonely roads got him
He knows he's grown farther from home, he's no father
He goes home and barely knows his own daughter
But hold ya nose cuz here goes the cold water
These hoes don't want him no mo', he's cold product
They moved on to the next move who flows
Who nose dove and sold nada
And so the soap opraHis toll, it unfolds and I suppose it's old, partner
But the beat goes on
Duh duh doe, duh doe, dah dah dah dah

[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
No more games, I'ma change what you call rage
Tear this ................. roof off like two dogs caged
I was playin' in the beginnin', the mood all changed
I've been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage
But I kept rhymin' and step writin' the next cipher
Best believe somebody's payin' the pied piper
All the pain inside amplified by the
Fact that I can't get by with my nine to five
And I can't provide the right type of life for my family
Cuz, man, these goddamn food stamps don't buy diapers
And there's no movie, there's no Mekhi Pfifer
This is my life and these times are so hard
And it's gettin' even harder tryin' to feed and water
My seed plus teeter-totter
Caught up between bein' a father and a pre-madonna
Baby momma drama, screamin' on her
Too much for me to wanna stay in one spot
Another day or not has gotten me to the point
I'm like a snail, I've got to formulate a plot
Or end up in jail or shotSuccess is my only ................. option, failure's not
Momma love you but this trailer's got to go
I cannot grow old in Salem's lot
So here I go, it's my shotFeet fail me not
Cuz maybe the only opportunity that I got

[Chorus]
[Outro]
Duh dooYou can do anything you set your mind to, man

AFTER A LONG TIME

2009-02-20T07:57:00.000-08:00

wowowowowowow !!!!
after long time i am finally starting to blog !!
3e suks ( pressure pressure pressure )
i chose triple science an double maths its really damn tiring but i have leaned allot !! and i am working very very hard to achieve my best results this year because next year i will be facing o/ls !! phew.............. when i say that name it really makes me creeeepy !!
what to do life is really a OBSTACLE that we must must overcome !! he he he
and life is not always FAIR !!
where this amazing life doesn't brings what you want , i brings to you the opposite instead which i have experienced for 1 whole year !!
huhhhhhhhhhhh............................
by turning back to my life , it really freaks me out !!!!
he he
i have done so many mistakes where i have done without thinking twice !!
i really do feel regret and embarrassment for those things !! he he
but the things you have done is DONE and cannot be taken back !!
LETS FACE IT LIFE IS REALLY aMaZinG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND its always a ?

HE HE HE !!!

2008-12-26T02:10:00.000-08:00

always something about , something about the way she look !

na its , just the first line of my 5th fav. song which u hear now !!

i am so damn exhausted these days because of SJAB competition trsining. wah sir.sam is really training us hard!! but i love it because its cool to be tortured by sir.sam. we kept training foot drill for the past few days , which i think was really cool !! i am very sincere towards our sir becuse if he was not here i am sure we will be last in next competition. but i will do my best to atleast to br 2nd runnersup. i am a guy who is not afraid of anything i am not like others, if they want to train us for some reason i will endure it for the end because i am MAN not a WOMAN !!

he he he

boring holiday !!

2008-12-17T03:29:00.000-08:00

life is boring during these holiday period !! i am so damn boring but i have to take as much as fun from it because i am gonna die next year !! i was totally shocked when i saw my next year text books !!

haaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

what to do life is not always fair !!

SJAB

2008-09-11T23:22:00.000-07:00

ACTUALLY THIS EVENT HAPPENED , 2 WEEKS AGO
I FORGOT TO BLOGGER !!! BECAUSE OF StReZZZZ !!!
hah , finally i got a chance for blogging !!

i am finally happy because the AGI (Annual general inspection)
of SJAB !!
ITS LIKE ST.JOHN SPEECH DAY !!!
it was very interesting , my first ever SJAB speech day !!
u know watz da most exiting thing !!
I WAS IN THE THE G.O.H CONTINGENT !!!!
SO I WAS VERY LUCKY !!!!

the most hated part was
the TRAINING !!!!!

JUST IMAGINE FOR
4 CONSECUTIVE WEEKENDS
NON STOP 7 HOURS
WEARING FULL UNIFORM
UNDER THE HOT SUN
TRAINING FOOT DRILL
FOR
TH G.O.H
THE WORST PART IS
THEY DIDN'T CARE THE CLIMATE
THEIR WAS HEAVY RAIN IN THE 3RD WEEK
BUT THEY DIDN'T CARE
THEY CONTINUED TRAINING US !!!

I WAS TOTALLY TIRED AFTER THE TRAINING !!!!!

(IT WAS A NIGHTMARE )

BUT , OUR ALL HARD WORK PAYED OFF IN THE 5TH WEEK
WHICH WAS THE
A.G.I

I DID MY BEST !!
LUCKILY I WAS IN THE FRONT ROW !!!

WE STAND THERE FOR 2 HOURS !!!
.....................................................................

BUT AFTER TURNRING BACK , I AM NOT UNHAPPY !!
BECAUSE
I LEARNED SOMETHING
AND
I
ACHIEVED SOMETHING
AND
I
MADE
MANY FRIENDS
THROUGH
SJAB
=)

SJAB

ROKZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

2008-08-14T22:45:00.000-07:00

ha ha ha ha !!!
i really cannot
stop laughing after watching LOVE GURU !!!
i watched it with my friend !!
its really damn funny !!
even my friend could not stop laughing !!!
but it is a pervert movie !!!
which in some parts , she even closed my eyes !!!
dunt worry its not that pervert !!
its so damn funny !!!!!

2008-07-24T23:32:00.000-07:00

wow !! long time ever blog loh !!!
i am so happy now because
1) i got the opportunity to be the MC for the speech day
2) the science project competition that shafie,ahmad and i participated became first

so i am sooooo happy now !!!

i watched AYAT-AYAT CINTA
with my friend !!!
wohhhhh !!!
its very sad !!!
actually in first time in my life tears felt from my eyes!!
do you know my friend , she cried even i had to lend my shoulders to her !!
huhuhu
she cried very badly !!

honestly its a nice movie !!
i enjoyed it !!
it was very heart breaking !!!!

ayat-ayat
Cinta

my day !!

2008-06-03T00:24:00.000-07:00

wow !! holidays are sooooooooooooooooo boaring !!!!!
i woke up in the morning and i sleep again !!!
and woke up again and sleeeep again !!!

i played bb with my friends !!
wow it was a tuff match , but we won !!
i was the top scorer !!!!!

oh !

there was a riverside gal who kept looking at me !!
today if she cme i am going to talk with her !!
i am going to be a friend of her !! if i can !!

i dont know why she kept looking at me for 4 days !!

basically she is hot ,

but my secret gal is more hot !!
( i am not saying the name )

i hope its not raining today !!!

wish me luk !!!!!

please forgive me !!!!!!!

2008-05-25T04:12:00.000-07:00

hi !!! j.y !! i hope you may read this and understand me !!!!

that day i splashed water on you !!!!!
i know , i know , i know !!!!

i heard that you lost yOUR contact lenses because of me !!!!

i didn't tend to hit you , but all of the sudden i did it !!!
i dont know why i did it !!!!
now i feel so bad !!!!
and so embarrased !!!!!!

i know , you are so angry with me !!!
please we are friends isnt it ????

i know i know , i did something wrong and i deserves punishment !!!!

yes , i am ready for it !!!
you tell me whatever you want i will do it !!!!!

cut my hand , wack my head or what ????

i will do it !!!!!
till you forgive me !!!!!!

please understand me , i am also a human being !!!!

please dont be angry ,
when you are Angry i feellll ssoooooo bad !!!

please !!!!

please dont be angry , when you are angry you dont look beautifullll !!!!!
when you dont look good , i also feeel bad !!

please , dont ignore me !!!
yes , i know that you wnt to forget me !!!!!!!

never mind , if you feel happy when you forget me ,
just do IT !!!!!!!!

if you feel happy when i dont talk to you and dont sms you !!
tell it to me !!!! i will do it !!!!
because i dont want to break our friendship because of me !!!!!
and i dont want , you to be unhappy because of me !!!!

if you want to blame or forget me !!!!
just tell me !!!!

if you find i am irritating ,
please dont hide it telll it to me !!!!!

still i feeeeeeelllll so bad !!!!!!

plese tell me what you want to tell me !!!!!!!
please , please , please , please ,

FORGIVE ME !!!!!!!!

AND FINALLY I WANT TO SAY IS

I AM SO SORRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HOPE YOU WILL FORGIVE YOUR FRIEND !!!!!

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bbq !!

2008-05-25T03:52:00.000-07:00

last friday was a totally FUN day !!!!
we had our class bbq party !!
it was cool !! I organised it !! i am very happy that i organised it very well !!
the best part was throwing water balls at each other !!!
MR.GO WRONG WEI !!!!!!!! SPLASHED A WATER , ON ME !!!!
I WAS wet !!!
then came the fun round , i took my water bag and i splashed it towards raynerd !! and then i met KISHAN , he was also with a water bag !!! i asked him to lend it to me !!
then i took it and i splashed it to the legs of JING YEE !!!!
SHE . SAID OOOOOOOOOIIIIIIIII !!!!
BUT RAN away from there , saying !!!
I GOT YOU , JING YEEEE !!!!!!!!

AND THEN AFTER A WHILE ,
i went to the beach to enjoy the breeeeezzzzzzz !!!
frankly , there were no BREEEEEZZZZZZZ !!!!!
SO , i just sat there and started to think !!!!
then haleeeeem joined with me !!

then , i saw jing yee , raynerd and sulivia coming towards me . all of thre sudden ,,,,,.
..................................................................................................

i was wet like FISH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then , kishan and me started to walk along the beach with a boys talk !!!!
he had a water bag with him !!!!

then i saw jing yee and sulivia , walking back of us !!!

and they kept laughing and talking !!!!!

............................................to be cont......................................

2008-05-14T23:15:00.000-07:00

hmmmmmmmm !!!!
An empty street, an empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.

And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

I try to read, I go to school
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking.
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the time we spend together.

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking of

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take its there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again... my love.

this is what i always think !!
if i have a person who can understand me !! this will be happening to me !!

hmmmmmmm !!!!!

wah !! i am so happy !! today i am going to SUNTECH CITY with her !!!
not her , one of my friend !!!!

i hope i can have FUN !!!

LONELY THOUGHTS !!!

2008-05-05T02:12:00.001-07:00

WHY DO I KEEP REMEMBERING HER !!!!!!!!!!!!!
AM I IN LOVEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!
AM I ?
AM I ???

OK !! I AM IN LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WITH WHO ??

I WON'T SAY YOU !!!!!!!

HA HA HA HA HA HA !!!!!!!!!!!

LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

true feeling !!!!!!

2008-05-01T22:57:00.000-07:00

PAYA ENA SADHA WATA MANARAM !!!!
THANIKAMAK BOMA SEETHAI !!
WAWA ENA MAHA MERAKA THARAM !!!!!!
UNUHUMAKING THURULU WEMI !!!!
DEWIYA PURA ..........
LAGA HIDHA MA HA SANSARE WELLENA !!!!!

WHICH MEANS !!!
she is beutifull as a full moon that shines in the nigtht !!!
i can't forget her !!
she's my life !!!
she is the person who lights my life !!!

hmmmmmmmmmmm..........................................

ok !!!!!

i was cheated once !!!!

this is my new girl must be !!!

who is friendly with me !!!
who can understand me !!
who i can talk with !!!
who is beutifull like a full moon shines in the night !!!!!!
i don't care watever race she is from !!!
as long as she loves me i love her !!!!
wo beleives in me !!!!
who always makes quarrels with me !! for fun !!!!!

I WILL BE VERY HAPPY IF I FOUND , WHO HAS THIS QUALITIES !!!

PINI BIDHUWAK WENNATA ASAI !!!
MIHIMATHA SISILASA RADHUNU !!
DIYA RALLAK WENNATA ASAI !!!
DOLLA MAYHA DIYA RALL NAGUNU !!
SISILASA THENNAM MA SAMADHA !!
PAWANAK WEE ENE HAMA !!!
SURAKINNAM SISILASA SAMADHA , OBE MATHAKAYA SITHPURA !!!!!

wow !!!!

2008-05-01T22:08:00.000-07:00

wow ! stressed out !!!!
next week exam !!! haven studyed yet !!!! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggg !!!!!!!
hmm !!!! i think i must put some more pressure on my studies !!!!
hmmmm !!!!
my life is brilliant !!!!

is it ???

hahas !!!!

do i really like her ?????
why i am keep asking this quesion from my head !!!!?????????
why why why why ??????????

does she likes me !?????????
i think she dont like me because i am not in her race !!!!!
does race bother ?????????
hmmmm !!!!!!!
arrrrrrrrrrgggggggggg !!!!!!!!!
i am so bad !!!!!

hmmmmmmmmmm !!!!!!!!

i saw her face and i'm a beleiver !!!!!!!

am i ???????????????

CRUSH !!!!!

2008-04-29T00:17:00.000-07:00

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm !!!!!
after what happened to me i disliked having relationships with girls till came singapore !!!
after i joined Si ling !
first time in my whole life ! i felt a crush on a girl !!!!!!
i think i won' tell you the name !!! because its just a crush !!!!!
hmmmm............
as you know , i can't do well in relationships !!! so may be i won't do well in this case !!!!!
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm......................................................
may be its better be friends with her !!!!!
who knows , may be i like her but she won't like me !!! so i don't won't to break her heart !!!
because breaking heart is not fun !!! its feels like a nightmare !!!!
because i have experiansed that nightmare very badly !!! so i don't won't to happened it to her !!!
i will always be a good friend to her !!!

hmmmmmmmmmmm......................................................

CHANDI PAYALA !!
SEEYHA SALUWAWA ME RATHRIYEA !!!

i am what i am !

2008-04-28T23:53:00.000-07:00

hmmm ! jing yee , sulivia , jasmine said that boys are heart breakers !! i totolly dissagree with them becuase i say so !
girls think that boys are toys !! when we are handsom they become close to us ! but when they feel we are no longer usefull or we are boaring ! they will throw us like throwin garbage !!!
hmmmmmmmmm !!!!!! they don't even think what we feel or what we think !! they just think of the money and handsomsness of us !!!!!

thise my EMO story !!!!!

when i was playin a rugby match i met a girl ! whoooa she was very beautifullll !!! she was looking at me everytime !!! then we separated from that moment !! then again i met her in a party of my friends !!! she was a charm GIRLLLL !!! and HOT !!!! we talked and become friends !!!
then we chat from the internet and became close friends !!!! then one day when we went t watch a movie with my friends she PROPOSED me !!!! i was like lost in the universe !!!!
i didn't even like her but i was very foolish ! i accept it !! now i feel i did a wrong thing !!
but ..................... what to do !!!!!!
we kept our bgr relationship quite closely !!! we were very close !! even i loved her very much from my whole heart !!!! i am not a heart breaker so continue to be her boy friend !!!
but you know one what happened !!!!!!!
i saw her holding hands with another boy !!!!!!!!!!
i was like ..................................................
i am very emotional i even cried !!!! you will think i am a baby !! but even you will cry if somethink happened to you like this !!!!!!!
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..............................................
woah so sad !!!!!!!
so still you think BOYS ARE HEART BREAKERS !!!!!!!!!!

holloooooo !!!

2008-04-26T22:28:00.000-07:00

yo ! man i just joined !!!

i am a busy person !! so i might not get a chance to blog every time !! but i won't forget !!
arrrrrrggggg !!!!! who cares !!! i will introduce my self !!!

so ! i vibudha omesh devendra ! i am known as omesh ! i think its better if you call me OMESH ! BUT theres a person in my class who calls me from my whole name !! ha ha ha ! but its ok la just call me OMESH LA ! THATS EASIER !!! HA HA !
I came to singapore this year for studies ! i alwys remember my friends ! hmmm...( sob } currently i am studying in si ling secondary school !! wow i think i am so lucky ! i found some close friends like my friends who was in my country !! there are jing yee , ray_nerd , suivia and bryan ( pien thai ) I DON'T KNOW WHY WHEN I LOOK AT JING YEE AND SULIVIA ! i alway remember my closetest friends !!!!!!
hah ! i joined SJAB !
wow its cool man !!! i learnt many thinks about first aid ! i love it ! ialso joined BAsket BAll !!!!!!!!!
actually i was an rugby player ! i miss rugby a lot!! i was a member of the interact club ! i missssssss interact alot !!!!!! i am a emotionall guy ! i like to help people !! i think its enough of me !!!
I LOVE YOU !!!!